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"And I do toss through the troubled night for you, Dreaming your yielded mouth is given to..."

Fri, 03 May 2013 08:08:16 +0100

“And I do toss through the troubled night for you,
Dreaming your yielded mouth is given to mine,
Feeling your strong breast carry me on into
The peace where sleep is stronger even than wine.”

- D. H. Lawrence, from “A Love Song” (via the-final-sentence)

slaughterhouse90210: “Love blurs your vision; but after it...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 18:46:04 +0100

slaughterhouse90210:

“Love blurs your vision; but after it recedes, you can see more clearly than ever. It’s like the tide going out, revealing whatever’s been thrown away and sunk: broken bottles, old gloves, rusting pop cans, nibbled fishbodies, bones. This is the kind of thing you see if you sit in the darkness with open eyes, not knowing the future. The ruin you’ve made.”
—Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye

Another dream dashed today. Wishful thinking gets you nowhere. I...

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 16:58:24 +0000

Another dream dashed today. Wishful thinking gets you nowhere. I have to stop this but I don’t know how. The little ray of sunshine in my otherwise dull life. I don’t want to give it up, but I must. Somehow.

"Lie still, lie still, my breaking heart; My silent heart, lie still and break: Life, and the world,..."

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 19:54:59 +0000

“Lie still, lie still, my breaking heart;
My silent heart, lie still and break:
Life, and the world, and mine own self, are changed
For a dream’s sake.”

- Christina Rossetti, from “Mirage” (via the-final-sentence)

heckyeahdorisday: Doris, 1949. Beautiful.

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 09:18:11 +0000

heckyeahdorisday:

Doris, 1949.

Beautiful.

Photo

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 21:02:45 +0000

zodiaccity: Dear Aquarius…. Seeing as today is my birthday and...

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 11:10:40 +0000

zodiaccity:

Dear Aquarius….

Seeing as today is my birthday and this is quite apt. Wishing I could say some of the above without the fear that it would push someone away. I’d rather have the internal pain than lose a good friend.

yourharto: TWERK TUTORIAL You have no idea how much this made...

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 08:02:49 +0000

yourharto:

TWERK TUTORIAL

You have no idea how much this made my morning! I <3 you.

If only … I really think she may be the love of my life....

Tue, 22 May 2012 20:14:11 +0100

If only … I really think she may be the love of my life. Guess I’ll be spending my life alone …

She is most definitely straight. I guess I should stop kidding myself otherwise. But at least I will...

Sun, 20 May 2012 12:32:02 +0100

She is most definitely straight. I guess I should stop kidding myself otherwise. But at least I will always have my memories of last night and the feel of her amazingly soft skin.

Well, movie play date number two happened last night. Upside - I don’t think about my feelings...

Wed, 16 May 2012 20:13:12 +0100

Well, movie play date number two happened last night. Upside - I don’t think about my feelings when I am with her. I just relax and have fun. Downside - the next day when I see her at work and remember how I really feel. Further downside, others are now going to mooch in on our movie play dates. Oh well, it shouldn’t matter because we’re just friends … just friends … Only friends and nothing more …

Came home to this lovely surprise. Gonna OD on Doris Day this...

Fri, 20 Apr 2012 20:13:08 +0100

Came home to this lovely surprise. Gonna OD on Doris Day this weekend!

Witch Wife

Sun, 15 Apr 2012 16:57:23 +0100

She is neither pink nor pale,
And she never will be all mine;
She learned her hands in a fairy-tale,
And her mouth on a valentine.

She has more hair than she needs;
In the sun `tis a woe to me!
And her voice is a string of coloured beads,
Or steps leading into the sea.

She loves me all that she can,
And her ways to my ways resign;
But she was not made for any man,
And she never will be all mine.

—Edna St. Vincent Milllay

I refuse to feel guilty

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 12:58:00 +0000

We’re going to see Hunger Games this afternoon and I am surprisingly calm. However, in the back of my mind I keep thinking that she will cancel. Well, less than an hour until go time and no cancellation yet. Friends go see movies and go to Starbucks on a Saturday. Yep, they do. Perfectly normal.

She took me to a Rammstein concert last night! It was amazing. I’ve never been to a show like...

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 12:33:32 +0000

She took me to a Rammstein concert last night! It was amazing. I’ve never been to a show like that before. So much fire … It was a wonderful evening. Nothing happened, of course, but it was so nice to spend time with her. We have a lot of fun together. Even though my feelings make it hard to be friends, I’m glad that we are.

I can’t believe she bought me a birthday present. I really wasn’t expecting that. But...

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 21:17:02 +0000

I can’t believe she bought me a birthday present. I really wasn’t expecting that. But then again, that’s what friends do, right?

Key West is amazing. I wish I could be there on a permanent...

Sat, 18 Feb 2012 18:35:30 +0000

Key West is amazing. I wish I could be there on a permanent vacation. Oh well, back to reality on Monday.

Wowza … earwithfeet: Tori Amos & Tilda Swinton

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 21:26:18 +0000

Wowza …

earwithfeet:

Tori Amos & Tilda Swinton

I can’t wait until Spring. I know it’s only January,...

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 20:25:31 +0000

I can’t wait until Spring. I know it’s only January, but I am counting down the days until the light changes shades and the leaves reappear on the trees. I love all of the different colors and contrasts. It’s my favorite time of the year.

One of my biggest celeb crushes as a teenager. Tammy is just too...

Sun, 18 Dec 2011 12:24:47 +0000

One of my biggest celeb crushes as a teenager. Tammy is just too cute for words. I still need to get Popular on DVD … Maybe next year.